همیشگی ترین چیز اینه که فقط خودتو داری، محکم بسازش

You have to remember: Where were they when I was all in misery? Dealing with their own misery making me more miserable!

I mean, they could not even help even if they wanted to! And remember, nor you are able to help anyone.

When one feels somebody would be able to help, the one would go toward her/him. You neither can nor should go toward anyone. :)

All in all, nothing is gonna change ever. it's only you who helps you to shine and rise. God is looking, taking care of you all the way, be strong, be yourself and that's all. That's the beautiful life and you'll see it's beauty more.

P.S.: Don't expect anything from anyone including yourself! You'll find the balace yourself ;)